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things that mattered before doesn't anymore. it's all about your dough now. we all lost in a way.

the what in the what?

i remember that one time when you told me you just finished reading that one book and you thought the main character was like me and all. well, i finally read the book after almost a decade of holding back. and he wasn't like me. he wasn't like me at all. or at least he wasn't like me the way you thought and talked about it. then i came to this stupid conclusion that maybe..maybe you thought it like that because you read it at a time when we were almost always together. and that maybe our proximity back then kind of penetrated your psyche. that you somehow thought of me quite often back then. that somehow, it was that time when i thought you were starting to like me. well i know you liked me, but not like that. but once, i thought you were starting to like me..like i liked you. and this thought somehow still has that pinch that it does to my heart. because as i've said, this is a stupid conclusion.

i'm not the one who's leaving, he is.

February 23, 2007

i'm still sorry i wasn't there that day ten years ago.

tarp

"as the embers float with the wind, i think about all those words slowly being succumbed by the fire. and it's amazing how your letters meant more in the ashes than when they were still readable. and i'm running out of things to burn."

violet

"i remember the check out girl at the grocer counter when she told us we make a cute couple and we just smiled and looked down because we were not. but now it's like i remember her more than i remember you."

you're not that hard to find

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Protocol Address Age (min) Hardware Addr Type Interface

clear glass

wendy. i miss you. i'm sorry.

let's stay in, watch south park all day, and hate everything else.

come here beside me

come here beside me
let us trade blank ideas
let us oppose the system
let us betray society
let us figure this out our way

come here beside me
and tell me this is oh so simple
and that your math is accurate
and my equation's a little broken
and just tell me all we need is you and me

here comes the night where all the stars are supposed to be there
here comes tonight when the darkness is all we have to bear
just stay beside me another minute
and stare at you more before i go to sleep

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umaga

"maaari bang pakituro kung san ang mali sa iyong mukha
sapagkat kahit anong gawin kong silip, wala akong makita"

proper language

..and then she said, "FRAC!"

I lost it. I whispered, "Why can't you just say 'FUCK' like normal people?".