this silence
you've seen all there is
to be seen
not my fault
not mine
these dark eyes
you looked at me like
you don't care
not at all
not at all
someone
somebody
some people
around you
around me'ts
you
yeah
i'm getting deep into you
i'm pushing my way through
stop ignoring
can't help myself from falling
into your hole
this sick heart
wanted everything
from you
your fault
yours
running deep
fast so fast
into you
2004.12.08_T08-09_messed concord (sorrow)
Sunday, 10 December 2017
file 120
this couldn't be
again
you are trying to
pretend
playing somebody in front of me
can't deal with your insanity
this couldn't be
again
it's ok but in
the end
you will look forward to me
looking for security
(but / and) you ignore me
yes, you ignore me
erasing the thoughts in my head
yes, you erased all the thoughts in my head
how could you do this to me
you are killing my memory
you are my amnesia
yes, you're my amnesia
forgetting everything
can't remember anything
you are my amnesia
yes, you're my amnesia
i am tired of this
deceit
crying in this pile
of shit
screaming out the sadness that i faced
controlling my mind not to erase
i can see
your face
looked at you a million ways
i can hear you loud and clear
but for a second it disappeared
who are you?
where are we?
who am i?
answer me!
2004.02.08_O03-10_file 120
again
you are trying to
pretend
playing somebody in front of me
can't deal with your insanity
this couldn't be
again
it's ok but in
the end
you will look forward to me
looking for security
(but / and) you ignore me
yes, you ignore me
erasing the thoughts in my head
yes, you erased all the thoughts in my head
how could you do this to me
you are killing my memory
you are my amnesia
yes, you're my amnesia
forgetting everything
can't remember anything
you are my amnesia
yes, you're my amnesia
i am tired of this
deceit
crying in this pile
of shit
screaming out the sadness that i faced
controlling my mind not to erase
i can see
your face
looked at you a million ways
i can hear you loud and clear
but for a second it disappeared
who are you?
where are we?
who am i?
answer me!
2004.02.08_O03-10_file 120
Saturday, 9 December 2017
Friday, 8 December 2017
Thursday, 7 December 2017
2006.12.07_74
stealing the stars and the moonlight
to flicker your face with the night
coz today, the sunlight is burnin' us white
the trace of your lips makes me weak inside
and these last nights, i've been dreaming only for you..
been dreamin' only for you..
my nights are only for you..
and the smiles in your eyes
bring me a vice of this heroic tragedienne in you..
such an infinite grace
to wake up with your face beside mine
it's the sweetest tragedy
to fall with you to destiny..
to fall with you from cloud nine..
getting away with the crime
of completing my puzzle by yours
if you would just let me in your door
i'm so tired of this, but i still want more
and these past nights, i've been dreamin' only for you..
..ten..eleven..
2006.12.07_74
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sumagi sa aking isip
to flicker your face with the night
coz today, the sunlight is burnin' us white
the trace of your lips makes me weak inside
and these last nights, i've been dreaming only for you..
been dreamin' only for you..
my nights are only for you..
and the smiles in your eyes
bring me a vice of this heroic tragedienne in you..
such an infinite grace
to wake up with your face beside mine
it's the sweetest tragedy
to fall with you to destiny..
to fall with you from cloud nine..
getting away with the crime
of completing my puzzle by yours
if you would just let me in your door
i'm so tired of this, but i still want more
and these past nights, i've been dreamin' only for you..
..ten..eleven..
2006.12.07_74
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sumagi sa aking isip
Wednesday, 6 December 2017
2006.12.06_73
when angels break their wings
they are bound to hell
to avert the damnation for their sins
to snare the deed of evil
and when the devil's horns're impaled through their hearts
they become the ravens, hogs, swindlers..
greed grows as if there's no tomorrow
as if there is..coz there's none.
their days will be blacker than their hairs!
embittered with curses they now hold
they ruin even their siblings
taking chances just not to fall
what's there for them to fall upon? none!
evil fill their self-centered minds with concussions of greed for their own deaths!
2006.12.06_73
they are bound to hell
to avert the damnation for their sins
to snare the deed of evil
and when the devil's horns're impaled through their hearts
they become the ravens, hogs, swindlers..
greed grows as if there's no tomorrow
as if there is..coz there's none.
their days will be blacker than their hairs!
embittered with curses they now hold
they ruin even their siblings
taking chances just not to fall
what's there for them to fall upon? none!
evil fill their self-centered minds with concussions of greed for their own deaths!
2006.12.06_73
2005.12.06,07,08_45
now the signs are all visible
you are the only one left missing
your window's so opaque
even your silhouette's hidden
my knees are already bleeding
so as my insides!
now your everything has come to dust
and your peace of mind is now a must
but i can't just believe you still
feel the way you feel
now your scars are all visible
you are the only one that couldn't see
though your heart is healing
i can feel you're so empty
face the fact, face the reality
face your mirror, face me!
don't get so astonished
when you see your tears on my eyes
i guess that's your reflection
(this silence makes things harder)
(your presence is getting further)
2005.12.06,07,08_45
you are the only one left missing
your window's so opaque
even your silhouette's hidden
my knees are already bleeding
so as my insides!
now your everything has come to dust
and your peace of mind is now a must
but i can't just believe you still
feel the way you feel
now your scars are all visible
you are the only one that couldn't see
though your heart is healing
i can feel you're so empty
face the fact, face the reality
face your mirror, face me!
don't get so astonished
when you see your tears on my eyes
i guess that's your reflection
(this silence makes things harder)
(your presence is getting further)
2005.12.06,07,08_45
is planet
spend the money. sip that coffee. go get that planner. write your most intimate secrets. forget about it one night. have someone else read it. and ruin that person's life. then thank starbucks.
http://www.www.com.ph
like what the fuck is up with you? could you fucking let it go already? you committed the exact same sin first and you're fucking dragging this for so long just because i owned up to it first? damn, woman! you're way more fucked up than i initially thought! fuck! washing hands much? fuck!
(thanks to thefreedictionary.com for the perfect example)
Sunday, 3 December 2017
totoro
i know a lot of people love 'em with all their hearts but we have our own views and i just wanna say FUCK DOGS! SERIOUSLY. FUCK 'EM!
Friday, 1 December 2017
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