Monday, 26 June 2017

2007.06.26_95

curse me please
til i bleed to death
til you finally realize
that you lost your bet
be the guest of honor
for the bullet from my band
and be the best on what you do
the king of your own wasteland

can't you think with your eyes wide open?
cannot you see who's not and who's broken?

look at yourself
sizzled and all burnt down
why do you think it happened?
and why still hide in your rot-town?
be the guest of honor
for the bullet from my band
and be the best on what you do
the king of your own wasteland

why do you think would i give you a chance
to once again take a brief glance
to something that was once yours
to something you think is still yours?
you lucky bastard is the luckiest indeed
for i haven't put you yet at the top of my shit list
continue on your mockery, yes, please
to give me what you think i deserve, at least


2007.06.26_95

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your name doesn't fit you..or maybe it does.

Sunday, 25 June 2017

Elsa Einstein

Elsa Einstein  was the second wife and first cousin of Albert Einstein. Their mothers were sisters but their fathers were first cousins. Elsa had the surname of Einstein at birth, lost it when she took the name of her first husband Max Löwenthal, and regained it in 1919 when she married her cousin Albert.

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i guess greatness includes fucked up.

The Poisonous Cloud




Clara Immerwahr Haber


vitruvianaut




betelgeuse

was it just the beach and the stars
or was it me and you just as far apart?
if we'd count the lightyears it'd take
it will bring us back to the most dense state

would i just be
an earthbound refugee?
trapped in this century
as your eminence dwarfs me

i never knew there could be
an existent galaxy
where everything's as real
but a single byte that fails
how could a few steps feel
a million lightyears away?

purchase infinity
buy me constellations
i'd chase your rarity
'til our violent formation

could you at least reach me down here
or maybe somehow teach me swallow my fear
tired of the templates of our small talks
it just won't get us to the history books

and so i just will
pray to betelgeuse
just up until
the chaos in my head seize


2014.06.25_betelgeuse

2012.06.25_12-01

look at the pieces now
it's as if nothing went as planned
with every word and vow
just got knocked out of hand

what do you do then?
what do you do next?
when do you say then
to put it all to rest

oh, the blood and tears
did they all go to waste?
no, they never did
but where the hell are they now?
where's all their worth?
where's all the know-how?

stare at this empty space
i never thought it'd be this lonely
for i'd never know which was fake
and which was faked genuinely


2012.06.25_12-01

Saturday, 24 June 2017

1997.blade runner

we're way behind on our sci-fi dreams

2007.06.04_91

drop those memories that we made together
if you want to, forget all those things i told you
for everything's said and done
now gone away, where would i stay?

i can't breathe
do i still have to breathe?
if you're not here with me

i thought i was winning until i lost bad
can't do nothing with these wounds i never had
before, things were so in control
but pain started to grow
and now i'm alone,well

i can't sleep
i don't think it's that necessary
if you're not here with me

the victory costs way too much hurtin'
and my own destruction is finally at hand
things will never be the same again
i could've sworn to follow you 'til the end

but i'll still wait for you, until next life if it's true


2007.06.04_91

Friday, 23 June 2017

no mercy

summer i woke up to witness
something strange rising from the horizon
i saw it clear, just didn't pay mush attention
so, it broke in..

unnoticeably painful
a single mistake now means torture
a turmoil from one's heart now penetrating on mine
it's here! beware!

show respect, for i once conquered
show mercy, no one's to suffer
we're all here, we all fear
dreams of angels to falter
don't throw it all on me!

the warning was clear
why did i just stare?
the warning was clear
i should've snared

perfect pattern of mystery
exculpated all's self excluding me
how did it all end up with such sullen grace?
as i disappear!

no respect, for one as me
no mercy, for once, i worry
alone here, i fear real
my dreams of angels now falter
why throw them all on me?!


2007.07.10_98_no mercy