Monday, 5 February 2018

repost #2

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christmas day cleansing
i unfriend people when i'm drunk..and/or feeling drunk.

repost

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[as one famous comedian had put it, when someone says you're an asshole, sometimes you just have to sit back and think..and mutter, "shit. i am." and it totally makes sense because you'd be a bigger one if you're not aware of it.

now from the event from yesterday and looking way further back, i keep thinking..wendy was right. she was right all along. i bend people. i bend people backwards like a metal pipe after tossing them in the furnace.]

-excerpt from a newspaper

or what?

are you stupid

what now?

tagaytay?
la union?
cebu?
hong kong?
japan?

cleansing

a whole new level of

Thursday, 1 February 2018

trifecta

tonight, i saw people pray for health, wealth, security and such. happened in ancient times, people killed and sacrificed virgins, goats, and virgin goats. i guess not much has changed.

Tuesday, 30 January 2018

hi fans!

i guess 30 years of fear won't just go away in 5 weeks.

dept.

an empty stare
spiraling down your mind
a successful smile
but there's something you still can't hide

i know you know
that i don't know
you
i see you
on every wall, every ceiling
after a couple of winters
i tried to drop off the feeling

(but) i catched them so clearly
the messages you try to convey
from your eyes
from your fake smiles
from those forced grins
i'll let everything you want, happen
just let me in..

you may believe
that we sit on parallel stars
and so far
the distance has been so far, so far

and when the worst thing you've been waiting has happened
it might do you good to forget your own version of heaven
come up to me and i can be
your device, to dance out your miseries!


2007.01.29_79_dept.

2013.01.29_13-01

born alone
we die along
we learn to rise on our own
(from) what we know
(and) what we believe
soul becomes subjective

as darkness controls!!!

spirals down
to worshiping
we fear eternal consequences
heaven's nowhere
hell is here
hell is fucking real!!!

as darkness controls
heads start to roll
as darkness controls
(there stand the illusion of god / fear becomes your god)

spirals down
to worshiping
we fear eternal consequences
heaven's nowhere
hell is here
hell, it's fucking real!!!

meditate, fast, commune
pray, chant, summon
sacrifice!!!
denounce and deny!

spit on the face of those who taught you lies
no sinners nor righteous seen in your eyes
through hunger we gape
death's the only escape


2013.01.29_13-01

snarled

only a star can be seen
from this window of confusion
it's so hard to embrace the air
it's so cold

only a star is shining
the others are all hiding
just like what you are doing
from me

from here
the sun will rise once again
and i wish the clouds would cover you up
and bring you to me
and be part of my sky

the lights lead me to you
close to your never ending tears
and to your smiles that
no one can ever imagine

only a star is shining
the star from your eyes
that you've been hiding
from me

i can see you
i can see you
i can see you


2005.01.29_T09-09_snarled