20170108-past midnight
FYI. i was eyeing you even before i knew you were sharing table with my college friend. at the table, i kept myself not too far, close enough for anything. i listened to almost everything everyone was saying. my brain was working triple time looking for any action, reaction, word, glance, anything. then your name slipped out from someone's mouth. got it. stamped it rightaway in my brain. we weren't formally introduced. you left maybe less than an hour after you rejoined the table. i was the only one you didn't say goodbye to, which is logically understandable. i wanted to lend a hand while you went out through the huge window by a chair but i was frozen. then you're out of sight, but definitely not out of mind.
20170108-2235
so it looks like i'm picking it up where i left it off a decade ago..
20170109-0233
wow, that was fast. you already penetrated my dreams..with taal lake on your back.
a 5-second dream with you as the only character.
20170110-0107
gelatinous taste and feeling from tongue to stomach
20170111-2247
and maybe she's an uppitty-better-than-everyone-super-skank
20170112-2101
"it went from a hundred to zero really fast
your ship had burned to char long before it crashed"
20170113-2007
life goes on for them and that thought stops yours. that is completely unfair and worse, you're doing it to yourself.
20170114-0252
"so before our seconds approach it's billionth, let us escape in one fluid motion"
20170115-0006
woken up midsleep and saw that beautiful place you posted. sure enough, seconds after falling back to sleep, i saw it there. it was moving with people in it. curtain of lights swaying through the breeze. inaudible chats of people having the time of their lives. the fuck is happening to me?
20170116-2046
disintegration: the notice
20170117-0833
nope. still there.
20170118-0339
there you are. seeping in through the idle seconds.
20170119-0041
Day 11: "just coz some cute girl likes the same bizzare-o crap you do, that doesn't make her your soulmate, tom."
20170120-2211
the reluctance, the hesitation to go back to that place.
20170122-1131
heard that song. remembered the table and couch.
20170123-1858
"i have vague memories that i've been to so many places i couldn't even remember why i was there.."
red notes / 20120724-2101
20170127-0010
i still remember your face in the dark like peanut butter and jelly.
20170129-1251
thank you.
FYI. i was eyeing you even before i knew you were sharing table with my college friend. at the table, i kept myself not too far, close enough for anything. i listened to almost everything everyone was saying. my brain was working triple time looking for any action, reaction, word, glance, anything. then your name slipped out from someone's mouth. got it. stamped it rightaway in my brain. we weren't formally introduced. you left maybe less than an hour after you rejoined the table. i was the only one you didn't say goodbye to, which is logically understandable. i wanted to lend a hand while you went out through the huge window by a chair but i was frozen. then you're out of sight, but definitely not out of mind.
20170108-2235
so it looks like i'm picking it up where i left it off a decade ago..
20170109-0233
wow, that was fast. you already penetrated my dreams..with taal lake on your back.
a 5-second dream with you as the only character.
20170110-0107
gelatinous taste and feeling from tongue to stomach
20170111-2247
and maybe she's an uppitty-better-than-everyone-super-skank
20170112-2101
"it went from a hundred to zero really fast
your ship had burned to char long before it crashed"
20170113-2007
life goes on for them and that thought stops yours. that is completely unfair and worse, you're doing it to yourself.
20170114-0252
"so before our seconds approach it's billionth, let us escape in one fluid motion"
20170115-0006
woken up midsleep and saw that beautiful place you posted. sure enough, seconds after falling back to sleep, i saw it there. it was moving with people in it. curtain of lights swaying through the breeze. inaudible chats of people having the time of their lives. the fuck is happening to me?
20170116-2046
disintegration: the notice
20170117-0833
nope. still there.
20170118-0339
there you are. seeping in through the idle seconds.
20170119-0041
Day 11: "just coz some cute girl likes the same bizzare-o crap you do, that doesn't make her your soulmate, tom."
20170120-2211
the reluctance, the hesitation to go back to that place.
20170122-1131
heard that song. remembered the table and couch.
20170123-1858
"i have vague memories that i've been to so many places i couldn't even remember why i was there.."
red notes / 20120724-2101
20170127-0010
i still remember your face in the dark like peanut butter and jelly.
20170129-1251
thank you.
