would it ever be known to you
that i'm dying just by looking at you?
and that every time you stop and stare back
the midnight clock stops, finally it feels like
eternity is at hand, soon..soon..but..
would it ever be soon enough
to just sit back
and watch you close to me
closer, closer i hope you will be
have you ever  sworn eye to eye
with all exception of lies
to me that, i'm at that place
where i think i should be
would you ever be aware of
things that could mean us
things you see, are things that happen in a sudden
that i'm sullen, too ill tempered
rendered apologies invalid, denied..and
would it ever be denied
hopes that're already broken
an flush them down
completely, completely unable to frown..
have you ever met my eyes
to swear out of lies
swear that, i'm at that place
where i think i should be
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