with broken wings i try to smile
jumped down from a cliff just to feel like flying
everything has darkened
my everything seems they jut ended
the barrel, pointed at my head smells like sweet flower
heart that beats faster than normal
lights that blink, i can see them no more
hands numb from reality
future is continuously eating me
the gamble, at the back of my mind, should i take it?
mind roaming at places, never here
eyes bound for the best showing no fear
but the presence of the present is burnin me bad
showing me a life i wish i never had
a bridge to walk, so narrow
footprints of sorrow
no one follows
no one would follow
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