Sent September 25, 17:38
Nagbackread siya hindi ko na tinanong kung hanggang saan. At natakot siya na baka makipagkita ako bigla sau, na --- -------- ----- ---- -- -- ---. Kaya pati sa account nya niblock ka. He begged na wag na kita kausapin. At nadagdagan un pagmamahal ko sa kanya kasi nung tinanong ko siya kung galit ba siya ang sagot niya wala naman magagawa ung galit nya,ung sama ng loob. Ayaw nya damdamin ko un. Ayaw niya mastress ako. Inuna niya kung ano mararamdaman ko kesa sa galit nya. Ilang araw din na napaguusapan ka namin. Hinanap ko un account ng kuya mo at nakita kita. U still look good. Ako eto bulldog na. Sobrang likot na ni -----. Isang buwan at kalahati na lang. Madalas na ko nagigising sa madaling araw. And my lower back is killing me. Mataas ang tolerance ko sa pain pero may mga araw na pag sumakit likod ko napapaabsent talaga ako sa trabaho. Hindi mo kelangan magreply ok. We don't have to talk everyday. Pero I'll fill you in pag may mahahalagang ganap. Siguro once a month text kita. At sana ganun ka din. Kaibigan pa din kita. A very dear friend. You have a special place in my heart. Nasa isang sulok. Don't forget me ok. At mag iingat ka palagi.
Received September 26, 14:32
i totally understand. and i'm just sorry that i wouldn't be able to talk to you like before. you were my best virtual shrink. i just don't know how to apologize to him. and i understand him. i've been on both sides of that story that he doesn't wanna happen. no side felt good in the long run. i still got stories that i need to tell you. stories that not a lot of people know. because not a lot would understand. but i know you would. after you give birth to -----, maybe i'll go talk to ----. make him understand that i'm not a threat. just a deranged guy who happened to be his wife's friend. make him realize how lucky you are that you ended up with him and not me. there's still this fundamental story that i haven't told you. on how i found you. story was, one of ex's name is -------. one drunk night in 2011, i looked her up on facebook and your profile came up first. i still remember your crimson red lipstick on your profile picture. i sent a friend request, and for some reasons only known to you, you accepted. and you know what happened after that. here's a story. i've been looking for you for weeks now. i thought you already left facebook coz i remember how great you said i was when i did that. and i didn't wanna bother you coz i thought you're gonna come look for me when you need to. i know it. but just yesterday, i had this dream about -------. a lucid one. kind of like the airport dream i had about you that i told you about. and in my dream, she left me. and i had to make sure you don't so i texted you just to let you know i'm still here for you. as a friend of course. but we're here now. anyway, i hope you have a safe delivery. and so i'm gonna steal -------'s line.."it's alright. it's all in good fun." you keep safe now, ---.
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