defying the light of the sun
your stars are blinding me black
those hopes are now despairs
myself..out..locked!
more alibis
more lies
more tears
no light!
a heart so transparent
yet so unpredictable
a tongue so silent
yet so dangerous
yet so uncontrollable!
yet so poisonous!
leaves of autumn tries to cling
last drop of sanity pours
i see them laugh but hear nothing
(you) my cross..my blood..my death!
red and black (!)
crawling under (me!)
blood and death (!)
walking after (me!)
(repeat)
you're all that's left
now lost
now i'm lost
so afraid
i still wait!
2005.12.15_46
