i see faces
of my yesterday
when i was with you
so tragic
so vulnerably sick
i was injured
by the scene
when you left
so painful
so out of control
damaged, weary
emotionally tormented
by the
synthetic feelings
from you
no more goodbyes ahead
all pain, left in me
the sunshine of tomorrow
will never shine on me
now i'm on my kness
surprised by your shadows
in my dreams
sacred voices
shallow hymns
i feel destructed by the reality
perceived of your absence
so lucid
so obviously hid
unequally destroyed
selfishly killed
nothing
in my memory's fine
i'm so out of the line
without you here tonight
2004.12.23_P09-02_hymns of forever confusions
