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dead of night, no stars are bright
the light weight of your hand defies compromising might!
oh, i don't belong
you, you're not the one
another, persona non grata
fell under the same spell of non other!
than the last sunrise
which set beyond my eyes
how do i let go of unamusing feeling? piercing!
how do i immune myself from delusion? overdose!
what are those thunderclaps made of?
coz i seem to under appreciate
devastated in a moment less than a blink
trust worn out during the storm
but why mourn over something that's long dead
or so i thought
fought and lost, caught rotting!
you are no one more than
a substitute reality
eating over the sanity
that i've been struggling
to clutch onto!
and though the resemblance is annoyingly unbelievable
the truth is still the king!
you are not the real thing!
2007.11.20_7
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should i let you know that you resemble a past
should i let you know that i am dying at last
you got me all mixed up
now your smile is all i've got
to get me to ask you
if you can save me
so i can try to save you
wear your own glasses
and look at the pieces of what you still have
isn't it great that everytime you breathe
you're saving someone's ass
just by staring, your smile is worth my life
just by staring back, tells me those cards are always right
what if my everything's intended to end up with you
would you rather slit your wrist again or accept the truth?
should i let you know that now i'm more like dead
should i let you know that if i wasn't interrupted
that strangest night
i'd be pushin' my way through
to get me to ask you
if you can stay with me
so i can try to save you
wear your glasses
and look at the pieces of what you save, you don't even know you are saving
you don't even know who you're saving
you don't even know i need to be saved, fade..
fade..fade..fade..
please..
2007.12.14_9_fade
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she looked like her..i guess.
