distant enemies
i see them run towards me
carrying their swords
planning to stab me
i see their eyes
burning in flames with hate
broke down my disguise
they're coming
i don't know exactly
what they want from me
but i know from now
i will never be free again
self-consciousness
making me weak
making me fail
self-destruction
forcing me to run out and bail
it's not alright
what i am feeling inside
i can't deny
everyone fucked my life
angry voices
i hear them loud inside me
sharp blades of teeth
grinding and grinding
hits of fists
received by my innocent face
my body covered with blood
i can't take these
spinning around
looking around
no one's around
no one's around
no one's around
no one's around
no one's around
but i feel like someone's decided to take me down
it's not alright
what i am feeling inside
i can't deny
everyone fucked my life
2004.07.17_O06-03_john says to live above hell
