2009.05.06_2-untitled

this is the moment i go to you
the moment i find things untrue
for all else is burning and failing and falling
for there's nowhere to hide when bullets has your name

welcome to my rapidly disappearing self!

each day is a dagger
each step's headin' nowhere
each and every move i make confirms me i'm a failure
well, there’s no line to follow
and this search will never be over

and everytime i try to hold on to your thoughts
everything's telling me you've never fought
for any of these
for everything i've been trying to seize
except for the fact that you've failed me over and over
and the act that i've forgiven you over and over
and expected you to come closer!
(alexandria) come closer!
(alexandria) this will never be over!

all i'll ever need is a glance..
then nothing ahead stands a chance..

at times like these..
you're all i'll ever want to say..
"everything's gon' be okay.."

2009.05.06_2