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have you ever..
wait, i can't ask this
feels like now or never
so please don't answer with a kiss

for it complicate things
it's not yes neither no
it's just a simple "here-i-am-beside-you-so-close-your-eyes-and-let's-see-how-this-feels" kinda thing
but still not "i love you"

for once.
be honest without saying you're honest
stop lying and mind your conscience
for you're killing me
i know you'd be there
i know you really care
but something was never clear
would it ever be clear?
for once..
have you ever..

please remember..
wait, i can't beg for this
would it be better
to just ask for another kiss?

but it'd complicate things
does not need yes neither no
it's just a simple "here-i-am-beside-you-so-close-your-eyes-and-let's-see-how-this-feels" kinda thing
but still not "i really love you"

what if "what could've been?" happens today?
what if the "what if?"s are just okay?
then there's no better line than
"i think we're gonna be fine, don't you?"

for once..
have you ever..thought of us?

2010.09.24_10-14

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